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31 March 2013 @ 01:17 pm
I want to go away somewhere warm and relaxing. That is all.

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22 February 2013 @ 09:32 pm
So, I got accepted into school. I'm still waiting to hear back from my top choices, but I know I at least have somewhere to go. Come September I'll blend in as a youngster like . . . 21 Jump Street style. Except I'm not a cop and shit. So, not like that at all.

This is also saying I will be shifting my focus from writing to school in September, so that will be strange. That being said, once my HC revisions are finally complete (hopefully in the spring - I'm aiming for May), I'll start pitching. I went and did a bunch of re-research on query letters and synopsis writing and all that and hyperventilated for a good couple days before reminding myself I don't have to do that yet. But I'm still peeking.

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Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Origa - Rise
11 January 2013 @ 09:55 pm
Listening to peppy as shit music and slamming coffee like it's water is my way of trying to focus.  Because I am a hyperactive person in general - I have to get up multiple times while writing / reading / working / anythinging to jus move - have decided that psycho bouncy music just covers my hyperactivity by encouraging me to stop for a couple seconds, groove on the spot, and then go straight faced and back to focussing on whatever task I'm trying to focus on.

Like HC.

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Also oddityunnamed has located the llama-worm we have feared losing.  Apparently we had nothing to fear, for it will always remain in our hearts.  One place is here:


Current Mood: gigglefitting
Current Music: Chacarron Macaron
23 November 2012 @ 12:59 am
Yeah, Status: flopping

I’m going in funny(good) directions.

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14 October 2012 @ 06:50 pm
When you write 15k yesterday and 10k today and your boss comes in and says,

"You've sure been having a lazy couple days, haven't you?"

just smile and nod . . .

25 September 2012 @ 10:51 pm
i just went through a bunch of previous entries in my lj and headwalled at all my I HAVE DRIVE TO QUERY posts when looking back i'm like, i called that drive?

i haven't had drive since losing it in the fall of 2009 when i lost my "constant". 

i don't exactly have "drive" at the moment, but i do have a more serious take on it.  likely due to the influence of a koo / oddityunnamed who has somehow become someone who throws helpful links and resources in my face day to day.  it reminds me of what i used to know in 2009, when i was learning so much, buying resources and bookmarking pages and researching everything.  i took an entire year off to learn, and it paid off.  then, i forgot it.

basically i've completely forgotten how to try.

but now i know where the problem lies.  it's always with me, and i'll have to get out, soon. 

in other news, there are seriously not enough hours in a day to get shit done and i'm tired of sacrificing sleep (baha obviously), and i'm anxious about living without my best friend because i won't likely be with her when she gets another attack, and i'm hesitant about moving in with my boss for clear reasons but she's such an angel and the opportunity she's offering is so kind, and i'm sad because i get the feeling my sister won't be moving here anymore at all and i got so thrilled about it, and i'm extra sad because i miss buddha and i hope he remembers me when i come and visit, and i'm exhausted because i havetoomuchshittodo.

Oh, good news: i'm reading, because i never read.  bad news: i'm reading, because i never write.

-rolls around- 

edit: oh, but do you know how nice it feels to have people waiting for you?  to have people excited for you to come around?  i have a double meaning here, haha, but it is also very literal.  i love my friends :)
25 August 2012 @ 12:28 pm
Mmm, just a little post about a reminder of:


This shit is still going strong.  If you have any time on your hands to help out every once in a while <3
01 May 2004 @ 10:58 am
My LJ is no longer Friend's Only.  Majority of previous posts are likely going to remain locked - mainly because they are embarrassing and you don't need to see that ;) - but everything from 2013+ is public.

So, hello!

I'm Kelli, also known as Bleeding Air, Hate to Hope, and _desolation_.

When I was really young, I started out posting my drawings / doodles online on various sites.  I since then realized I couldn't excel at both writing and drawing due to lack of time, and so I chose to write obsessively, instead.  I discovered fictionpress, and began to post my works from 2004 until 2008.

In 2009, I got sick of the amounts of plagiarism I was receiving.  I'd gotten my drawings stolen before, so I was used to fighting this, but the number of incidents was getting out of hand.  I removed my works from public view.

In 2011, I moved to a members-only LJ community called The_Write_Away.  One of these two places is probably how you found me.

Please note, I do not post my stories on this journal.  I post them in the community mentioned above, and even then - they are scarce.

If you want to add me as a friend to view updates on my status, or just to get to know me, then please feel free to leave a comment letting me know where you know me from, or even just a little about yourself.

Also, if you PM me instead, please make sure your privacy settings enable me to reply to you.

Thanks for reading!
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Lightning Crashes - Live